I am drowning
in nostalgia.
I try to grasp onto the edge,
but the weight of memories pulls me in deeper.
I cannot breathe.
My skin wrinkles and shrivels.
I am ageing as I delve into the past.
Someone please save me.
조민
step 1. eat
step 2. sleep
step 3. wake up
step 4. take a shower.
step 5. tie my shoelaces
It’s been awhile.
I’m sorry I made you worry. I was too focused on hiding my gaping wounds that I didn’t notice your outstretched hand.
I managed to mask my pain. But I forgot to treat the illness. After all, pain is just your body’s way of letting know you’re sick.
tonight 오랜만에 정신줄놓고 놀았다.
Breathed in the music, felt the bass pierce through the heart, saw only energy.
I’m healing. I’m taking my medication.
I’ll see you on the other side, love.
조민
廷
아…나 정말 여러번 기절할뻔했어.
today, I exist.
I guess that we’ll meet in the end.
world’s biggest hypocrite.
aujourd’hui,
I can’t find my glasses.
My left leg hurts.
A close friend is leaving tomorrow.
wait.
I once thought you were a god.
You were immortal and perfect.
I once thought of dying because of you.
I know now that you are human.
Your faults were always there.
I just didn’t let myself see you as yourself.
I wonder who the fool is now;
You, who hid yourself behind pretences, or
I, who continued to fall for them.
조민
廷
